Have you noticed a trend? I write (getting it on the page) on the weekends.
In class this week, I asked the instructor what constitutes writing. Is it literally putting words on the page or is it the whole process? She said, maybe because I was giving her a mean look, that it was the whole process, to which I breathed a sigh of relief that I am not as sucky as I originally thought. My process is to build the whole scene in my head -- during the week -- and barf stuff out onto paper on the weekend. It works for me.
Will I make the 50K words this time? Probably not, but I still got more than I had at the beginning of the month.